Thursday, December 13, 2007

Angry & Hurt!

For the longest time, I thot everything was fine & ok.

But out of the blur, for no reason, you lashed out at me.

You attacked my faith.

You criticized & questioned why I had to have so many practices in church.

You said I was weird.

You told me not to tithe to church.

You said alot of things to me, much of it flew past me.

All I know was that I ended up feeling very hurt & angry.

It was so maddening!!! I have not felt such intense anger for a while.

When I was at the bus stop waiting for my bus to go to my pal's house, I started tearing.

Coz I felt so helpless, misunderstood & frustrated.

Oh dear God, please heal my heart & let the pain be less painful.....

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